You guys care only about yourselves. Your faces, your feelings and how you are going to face others.
But what about mine?
Like I said last year, this is just a waiting game. A very long and killer waiting game.
After the registration, all I can do is wait and make plans if I cannot get in again. I cannot answer why the letter hasn't reach me yet. I can't tell you any freaking confirmed thing right now.
So, please. Just please. Stop asking me. I'm getting closer and closer to the edge of the cliff day by day. I might just fall. So please stop. I'm vexed enough already.
No one, not even my family members, understands how I feel. The anxiety, is in fact, killing me inside. I try to be normal everyday, just so no one will worry for me. But none of you understand. You just think I'm playful and don't wanna study anymore. No, it's definitely not that. Do you know how much I yearn to go back and study?
I don't care anymore. Diploma or degree, it doesn't matter! But you guys just don't wanna me go to a polytechnic because it's waste of time and it's POLY. Doesn't sound too nice when I'm supposed to be in Uni huh?
Heck it all!! At least a diploma can get me somewhere at least. Worse come worst, I will apply for poly next year. Or SIM university.
I just hope PSB Academy admissions officers will reply me soon.
On the verge of crying already...
~pisces~ :~: 5/10/2011 10:13:00 PM
